amor-oscuro

I hate this! At the minute all i feel like Im living wih my head in the clouds and not in a good way. Im feeling dazed and generally just out of it recently, unable to concerntrate, unable to do work but hey I'll get it done it just might not be very good :P As i mention in my last rant haha, ive fell for my ex again well she now flirting with and its just very confusing and i dont know what to do, we normally work so i dont know whether i want to try to see if we could have any thing. Any thoughts would be greatly appreciated :) I cant remember if me and my friend were talking by my last rant by on a happier note we now are. My health is

My head pounds with the different situations in my life, I can never escape theres just one thing after another and most of the time I feel like I want to sit and cry. My love life is completely fecked ive fell for an ex again but its complicated beyond compare and I don't think I can go down that road again but when we are together I am so happy she makes me smile, laugh and forget things until the heart renching feeling that we shouldn't be together comes flooding back. My friendships are equally as mucked up, I feel like I want to help them as much as I can but I don't know how and  I know we cant know every thing but its hard. I get told

Okay, HI :) I'm new on here obviously, I thought it would be a good idea to share my drawings and things I write, since I don't do it very often, so, here goes. Once again I find myself sitting up till early in the morning. These past few days have been the hardest in a long while. So many things have been happening, from meeting new people, to once again liking someone I have no chance with, to falling out with someone soooo important in my life. The meeting new people aspect is fine, I mean for a while I feel as awkward as hell, but who doesn't? Then I start to get the confidence (another thing that I aint to good at) to talk to people a